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The Winter of Our Discontent

Tuesday, February 9th, 2010

How’s 2010 been for you, so far? For me, I’m still experiencing the murky residue of having been laid off in March 2008 and then in March 2009. That latter job had just started two months before in January but it was on a chaotic, obscure TV production.

One of the best parts of 2009 and early 2010 was reuniting with old friends in Atlanta and making some new ones. More about that later. In the meantime, I’m back in Manhattan where I’m not the only New Yorker who feels like he/she has unwillingly caught a wave into a perfect storm of finances. One of the wacky things about this great country is that you basically get charged for not having any money. I’m still actively seeking work here in town. No luck yet but, this year more than last, I am getting meetings. Locally, I’ve applied for jobs ranging from counter clerk/cupcake decorator at a local bakery to health club janitor to office receptionist to local TV news contributor. Daddy’s tryin’ as best he can.

I have gotten some terrific emotional support and advice from friends during this rough patch. Sometimes you get so troubled that you can’t seem to focus. My friends help me focus and I’m extremely grateful to them. The same gratitude goes to some relatives too. I’m still in that rough patch I mentioned and will have to make some major changes — but I do feel that I’m so at the bottom right now that the only place I can go from here is up. Corny? Probably so. But that’s how I feel. I hate this Recession. This is, financially and employment-wise, a brutal winter. Still I’ve got to be brave enough to reinvent myself, if need be, and to relocate if there’s work for me. I do sincerely hope that this turns out to be a much better year for you than last year was. Take good care and thanks for staying in touch. God bless.

respond, if you please

Wednesday, November 18th, 2009

Often, the folks that you love the most are the very ones who can drive you the craziest. Yes, I’m referring to family. Last weekend, I called my mother. I called my sister, who responds to every single email and phone message as soon as she can. I got a call from my cousin, who also responds to every single email and phone message as soon as he can. I emailed my brother in California on Sunday.

I’ve yet to get a reply. It’s Wednesday. I’m not surprised. In our family history, it’s taken my brother anywhere from two weeks to two months to answer an email and a “snail mail” — the term for the old-fashioned letter or card that was stamped and put in the mailbox. In fact, one day I emailed my brother and a journalist friend of mine who lives in Hong Kong on the same morning. I got a reply from my pal in Hong Kong on the same day. I think my brother in Northern California answered a week later. True, he is a family man. Having a fulltime job and raising a couple of youngsters keeps one busy. But, come on! An email, for Pete’s sake?!?!? It’s gotten to the point now that, when I do hear back from him, I say to myself “Thank goodness he’s not an operator on a suicide prevention hotline. He’d put callers on hold and go to the lunchroom.”

It does ruffle my older brother feathers because, when our parents divorced, our father was in the category of “deadbeat dad.” There wasn’t much, if any, child support. As a result, I was in my 20s and working three jobs. I had my first professional broadcast job on a morning radio show and I two part-time jobs that helped me make money to pay my brother’s Catholic high school tuition. That was one less bill for our single working mother to pay. When those tuition bills came in, I didn’t put them aside for a couple of months. I paid them. I don’t think my brother is being mean. I do think his opinion is “He’s always emailing me about family stuff. I’ll get to him when I feel like it. He can wait.”

We’ve all done that at some point to someone we know.

Monday, I woke up to get the news from an actor friend I know that a buddy of ours had died. That buddy was Ken Ober, the comedian who hosted MTV’s “Remote Control” game show in the late 80s. Ken was only 52 and, apparently, died of a sudden heart attack in his Santa Monica apartment. My friend wrote in his email message, “We’re not promised tomorrow.” I had reconnected with Ken earlier this year via Facebook. I was on the VH1 side of the building when he was working on MTV. As employees of MTV Networks we both attended company functions. I met and would see Ken at such functions. In later years, I’d see him at auditions. Ken Ober was one of the kindest, warmest, funniest and most charismatic people I encountered in my three years of working at VH1. I read the many condolences on his Facebook page from others who were shocked and saddened by the news of his unexpected death. Just about each one also mentioned how kind he was. When Ken and I reconnected on the social networking site, I wrote how glad I was to be back in touch with him again.

I’m glad I did that. It took less that a minute to write and send that email.

We’re quickly approaching the holiday season. It’s going to be a tough holiday season. Let’s face it — many folks who had houses last year for Thanksgiving and Christmas lost those houses this year. Millions of us won’t be able to travel and see relatives or be able to shop for Christmas presents to send. That Grinch called “Unemployment” has so many of us in his clutches. But we can, in this age of multiple modes of communication, let the people we care about know that we care. We can take a minute to make them feel like a priority instead of an option. We can call. We can write. We can respond. We can embrace. Remember…we’re not promised tomorrow.

Thanks for your attention. Leave a comment, if you’d like. I wish the best for you today.

The Things We Learn

Wednesday, January 28th, 2009

I’ve been through hard times but this current economic drama is brutal. I had two jobs last year. There were lay-offs at both. So, around Christmastime last year, I swallowed my sizable pride and filed for unemployment. I’ve been lucky enough to get a few auditions for work since then. Not many, so I swallowed my pride again and began applying for administrative assistant work. Every time I go out, the news reports that thousands more are being laid off.

Back in the 70s, my divorced working mother decided to leave Los Angeles and move to the Midwest. Back in the 80s, when I got my first New York City TV job and my career was in a groove, I took over the mortgage on her new house. Paying that off for 20 years was not easy — especially when I had my own bumps in the road of life to deal with. There were times when I took better care of her than I did of myself. I often wondered if that’s why I didn’t become a big TV star like Rosie O’Donnell or Tom Bergeron. Maybe I lacked that necessary amount of selfishness to make it big. Not that I haven’t been selfish..but maybe I wasn’t selfish enough. In these hard times, I’m glad I took care of Mom and paid off her mortgage. Her house is fine.

I called her last night and told her I’ve been sending resumés to the Midwest. I love New York. Always will. But my affordable rent is no longer really affordable. Even though I’d love to have one, I don’t have an agent. Consequently, I don’t hear about as many auditions as I’d like. Honestly, I kind of felt like a flop. I started to cry during the conversation. I tried to hide it, but I couldn’t fool my mom. At my age, I felt like a gradeschooler with a bruise. My mother became instantly supportive and comforting. She told me not to give up. I told her that I could move back there and help her out. She told me not to worry about her because my sister is nearby. Instead of hiding the reality of my situation behind a “I’m fine. Really,” I told her the truth. I told her I’ve been hurting and that I’m barely getting by — like thousands of others. Mom’s gentle and focused words of support were like a big hug. A hug that I so needed.

Without this financial crisis, I would not have called her like that. If times were good, I would not have exposed my fragility, I would not have heard her say, “Don’t give up, son. Don’t worry about me. We’re family. We can pull together and help each other out.” My mother made me feel like I am a star and New York City has yet to realize it. I thought of one of the survivors from that crippled US Airways flight a couple of weeks ago. A reporter asked a 60-something woman what went through her mind. She smiled slightly and said, “I was thinking that I didn’t get a chance to tell my family I loved them.” Last night, because of this bleak economy, two family members reminded each other that they are loved — loved despite and above all the times they’ve worked each other’s last good nerve.

I know it sounds corny, but maybe that’s why these hard times came into my life — so I could rediscover how important my family is to me. So I could finally let some of the old hurts from the past stay in the past. You know what I mean?

Wouldn’t it be too funny if, after I was so humble on the phone with my mom, that now my career would resurrect? Anyway, I truly wish you the best today. If you hear of any job openings, let me know.

Thanksgiving Day

Thursday, November 27th, 2008

Irving Berlin must have written a song for just about every holiday that was on the calendar back when America was in World War II. He wrote a song for today called “I’ve Got Plenty To Be Thankful For” that Bing Crosby sang in the 1942 musical comedy, Holiday Inn. Another song that Berlin wrote that movie won the Academy Award — “White Christmas.”

Crosby’s song for the Thanksgiving scene reminds us of the little things in life are really gifts. That may sound corny, but it’s true. This has been a rough year. The recession and six months of unemployment hit me pretty hard. I don’t have any food in my refrigerator but I managed to get this month’s rent paid and two of my dearest friends here in the city invited me to have Thanksgiving dinner with them later today. One of the two had a health scare Tuesday night and asked me to get him to the nearest hospital emergency room. I did. The doctors felt that he needed a CAT scan. After hours of drama, it turned out that he’s fine. My friend and neighbor is okay. Thank goodness.

Politically…well, earlier this year I was telling folks that I miss JFK, RFK, MLK and now 401(k). But we’ve got a breath of fresh air ready to move into the White House. Thank goodness. He’s already working to fix our bleak economy. Money is so tight that this babyboomer toyed with the idea of baking some of those special Alice B. Toklas brownies to sell to special friends. Considering the age group of most of my special friends, I’d probably have to make them Cialis B. Toklas brownies instead…but the point is that drastic times often cause one to think of drastic measures. Tomorrow, I contact the Actors Fund here in Manhattan for a more honorable way to generate income. Thank goodness for the Actors Fund.

I wish you all a terrific Thanksgiving. We may not have as much as we did last year but, hopefully, next year will be better. In the meantime, let’s appreciate what and who we’ve got. Enjoy your turkey. Speaking of turkey, did you see Rosie Live! on NBC last night? You missed it? Thank goodness.

the painter writes

Friday, July 18th, 2008

From Vincent Van Gogh in a letter to his brother, Theo:

“A just or unjustly ruined reputation, poverty, fatal circumstances, adversity, that is what makes men prisoners…Do you know what frees one from this captivity? It is very deep, serious affection. Being friends, being brothers, love, that is what opens the prison by supreme power, by some magic force. But without this one remains in prison.
“…And the prison is also called prejudice, misunderstanding, fatal ignorance of one thing or another, distrust, false shame…”

how dry i am

Friday, April 25th, 2008

What an excellent experience I had yesterday shooting the T Mobile commercial. I feel like the money I spent in acting classes a couple of years ago at Capes Coaching here in the city was well worth it. The spot with me as a TV weatherman is scheduled to air starting in June. I’m still a bit blessedly bushed from yesterday’s work. I hope you like it.

Today, there’s no water in building until about 8p because of new maintenance that has to be done. So, I’ll be out most of today. I think I’ll take in that new Wesley Snipes movie, Black Men Can’t Jump Bail. The footage I saw on the news looks pretty good.

Could you believe the news about Star Jones filing for divorce? What a shocker — and proof that same-sex marriages just don’t work. Enjoy your weekend.

it’s up to you…new york, new york

Thursday, April 3rd, 2008

I booked myself a voiceover gig and was walking back home, heading down Fifth Avenue. I love walking down Fifth Avenue, especially when I get to the corner of 34th Street and look up at the Empire State Building. I know it’s silly, but I bet I’m not the only person who glances up and thinks “Damn. That monkey carried that girl all the way up there!”

I crossed the street. As I was passing by the Empire State Building, I noticed three little girls with deadpan expressions gazing at us pedesterians. They were in the street level diner at a table and the one in the middle had that Abigail Breslin as Little Miss Sunshine look. I caught her gaze. When I did, she held up a sign in the window that read “Beer Money Needed.” It was printed in green crayon. I howled. And then, so did they. Those kids made a good day even better.

Big hugs and thanks to all of you who listened to our Wake Up With Whoopi weekday morning radio show. Whoopi Goldberg’s show got cancelled. Hey, that’s show biz. Next week marks our last week of repeats and then it goes off into the radio history books. Whoopi goes off to concentrate on The View. Working for that crew at Premiere Radio was a peak in my broadcast career. What fun! Tomorrow, my last page of new film reviews goes up on the show’s website. If you want to learn how a 1950s sex symbol connects to Little Richard, Fergie and Law & Order: SVU, read my column this weekend. There’s a link to it on my homepage. Next week, wish me luck in the new job search.

That’s all for this morning. Get out there and have yourself a Doris Day — she turns 84 today.

March Madness

Saturday, March 29th, 2008

What a month! I got to sub for an Oscar/Tony/Emmy winner on her syndicated morning radio show and I booked a freelance gig on the side. Thank you, Jesus! News about our radio show with Whoopi Goldberg comes officially on Monday.

About Jesus, did you know that a friend of the Bushes and some Democrats in office wants Jesus kicked to the curb and downgraded? Yes. The Rev. Sun Myung Moon proclaims himself to be the New Messiah and he wants the sign of the cross removed from churches. Rev. Moon is still around, still crazy and still giving money to Republicans while he makes anti-Christ statements. Tell that to Elisabeth Hasselbeck on “The View” when she continues her rants against Barack Obama’s pastor in Chicago. I learned about Moon’s present influence with our Congress while listening to a local NPR news talk show interview this week with journalist John Gorenfeld. He documents all this in his new book, Bad Moon Rising. Have you seen a network TV news interview about this book? A crazed religious zealot and media baron (Moon owns The Washington Times) claims to get messages from dead American presidents and contributes to Homeland Security — but Hasslebeck is talking about a pissed off Black pastor in Chicago.

John Gorenfeld put together a short video about his publication and research. It’s twisted, funny and frightening. Watch it and send me your comments –

www.thekingofamerica.com

As for entertainment, I’m still waiting for former governors Eliot Spitzer and James McGreevey to be added to the Broadway cast of Chicago. That could be good for box office. Patti Lupone opened in yet another revival of Gypsy. She got rave reviews. That means I’ve gotta have a gimmick so I can book more freelance work to pay for a ticket to see her. Brava, Patti! If you’re up for a movie, I reviewed Stop-Loss and Run, Fatboy, Run on Whoopi’s radio show website. I also give new DVD rental tips and a fresh look at a new Day — Doris Day’s tough-as-nails performance in the music bio drama Love Me Or Leave Me. Just go to my homepage and a link will take you right to the reviews.

All for now. Talk @ you later.

Have a Great 2008

Monday, December 31st, 2007

What a year this has been. One of my top accomplishments was that I returned to the ranks of the full time working class. It had been a long, long time since I’d had weekly employment for which I had to fill out W2 forms. Thank heaven for my radio gig.

As for 2007, I can’t think of where to begin. Sherri Shepherd just about made the concept of Black History Month crash and burn when she got a big money job on network TV and then proceeded to tell the country that she wasn’t sure if she believed the earth is round. But, somehow, she did believe that Who’s Your Caddy? was a comedy script that she couldn’t turn down. Sen. Larry Craig broke a racial stereotype by proving that white men can dance, thanks to the tap routine he did in a public men’s room. Britney Spears messed up a dance routine so badly on MTV that I’m surprised no one came up with the concept of making a musical Valley of the Dolls and putting her in Patty Duke’s old “Neeley O’Hara” role. Wouldn’t that be perfect casting? Her sister, Jamie Lynn, seems to be ripe for starring in a musical version of Juno. Our president wanted to veto a bill approving health care for kids. A teen-ager in India could be a new leader in Pakistan. Can you just imagine if one of the Bush girls ran this country for 24 hours on “Take Your Daughter To Work Day”?

Wow. We made it through another year. Here’s to you. I wish health, love and happiness for the new year. When you think about it — you can’t do much better than that.

family time

Monday, November 26th, 2007

I am still full from Thanksgiving dinner. I ate with two cool and groovy friends in New Jersey who am I very grateful to know.

Before I headed out there, I called my mom who lives 1500 miles away in the Midwest. It was a sweet, stress-free conversation. There was, however, one “Kick the ball, Charlie Brown!” moment. I was telling her that I’d really like to get back on TV. She said, “You know what show I’d really like to see?”

The little boy in me was shouting “Top 5! Top 5! Pick Top 5!”

She said, “Boston Legal. They keep pre-empting it because of that Bachelor show. I just love James Spader.”

My mother doesn’t subscribe to cable. She wasn’t even interested in getting cable back in 1999 when I offered to pay for it. So..she missed me on two episodes of The Sopranos and on the last few years of my hosting gig on Food Network. But now I’ve got a goal for 2008 — I’ve got to somehow book a bit part opposite James Spader on ABC.

I love my mom….but it’s really a miracle that I don’t drink. Maybe one of these days I can coax her into my fan club. Have a good week.